my face is burnt. about 5 days ago

keep scrolling down for english version XP 

and here's a english version. 

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bananaman

Sanji the bananaman

wooot one piece <3
i love you

最近很沒精神...
可能是太羨慕台灣有CWT
羨慕那些買的到新刊的人...
然後覺得澳洲很鳥甚麼都沒有
也許是因為我有點嚮往台灣的高中生活 哈哈
可能是沒有可以互相認同的人
有時候會覺得我這麼依靠網路真的好嗎?
就只有在網路上認識一些這樣的人
但是現實生活卻一個也不認識...
拜託快點和我相認吧
哈哈
活得好無聊

頑張りなきゃ...

總覺得身邊每個人都不斷的成長不斷的給自己更高更遠的目標
而自己卻還在原地打轉...
我這一年究竟學會了甚麼自己真的不知道
說我學了IT 也不過是最基礎看書就能夠懂得那些知識...
進階的我完全摸不著頭緒
在遊戲學裡面我又學會了甚麼
只不過是寫寫文章分析每個遊戲
BGM只學會重新配樂
動畫只學會一些基礎的軟體操控...
有甚麼東西是比較厲害的 是只有我能做到的? 是我的才能?
真的找不到阿 ><"
現在也不知道目標要放哪裡
然後這樣掙扎又是為了甚麼
我去日本到底是為了甚麼
為什麼我要學日文
為什麼我要這樣活在自己的夢裡面
如果想要實現又要怎麼追怎麼開始?
明明一年前決定好的路為什麼才走沒幾步又迷惑了好久
看看其他原本在同一個起跑點上開始的人 現在都消失在我的視線內
不是被排擠而是我自己覺得要是再不努力我可能沒辦法生存下去
現在已經不是熱血就能夠解決的問題
究竟要怎麼做 如果只是跟著老師講的學校給的根本就不夠 根本就走不下去
很迷惘
我究竟除了一再的練習之外還可以做甚麼
真的走錯路了嗎?
真的該回頭看看其他的道路嗎
我究竟在幹嘛?

Lost.

being a chef is not easy...

omfg i found this hehehehe http://www.guiltpleasure.com/novel/index.htm
fav artist's novel 8D....
not sure if she's still writing it+it's unfinished o3o



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sanji i love you

Sanji and two guns <3

why am i listening to jay chou's song again?

aaanyways 8D 

nothing's happening so bored...

I need a job but i cbb to go find one...

why am i so lazy? 

need to stop being this lazy= =........

ok i'll clean my room tmr 8D

(there's always another tmr XD) 

so...i've been drawing one piece recently XD let's see what ive done. 

    

this is how the fight from chapter 600 ends XDDD

shut the fuck up, number 7.

and he saw them kissing. 

  

ROLF!!! WTF AM I DOING?

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it's hard to keep a friendship by yourself :(

holding on

so tired...
lots of happiness and lots of sadness
trying hard to live in the present xD

當眼前的世界變得一片黑暗

我曾經認為 愛 可能可以拯救一切

不過這次發生這樣的事情

應該就像

把一面鏡子打破 再黏回去

傷口越多 留下的疤痕就越多

    

有時候真的不知道我到底為什麼要努力

如果真的達到目標成功了為有誰開心?

大家會開心?

大家又是誰?

是我父母? 是我少數的朋友? 或是沒甚麼連絡的親戚?

我的世界也就這麼小...

但是這幾天讓我最開心的事 

卻不是因為這些人幫了我甚麼

只因為一個遠方又不相識的朋友的關心 

只是被幾個不熟悉的人認同

真正的快樂全都來自於那些沒有"真正"活在我周圍的人

周遭的人雖然也不是和不來或是討厭

只是沒有一個理解你心裡真正喜悅的人存在

真得很孤單

為什麼你要為了那些自己根本不覺得有趣的事情笑出來?

不用因為我叫你笑你就笑阿

你要是一開始不喜歡跟本就不會真正的了解我在說甚麼

幹嘛要這樣騙自己?

這就是為什麼網路可以讓人如此沉溺於其中吧...

因為你可以簡單得找到跟你興趣投契的人

然後再轉頭看看現實生活

這麼的幹 這麼多的怨言 這麼多的委屈 這麼多的責備

這麼多這麼多不是我該負責的東西 為什麼我要負責背起來

我的存在不是因為你開心也不是逗你開心

一切都是我想要我喜歡的人快樂

所以有時候願意犧牲一下 

但是今天我說夠了就是夠了

為什麼還要強迫我接受你不想要的

然後你從來都沒有為了我想過嗎?

    

好討厭澳洲

也許是都市把我給寵壞了

我不懂澳洲到底哪裡好除了我結交的朋友以外

你說這裡的人都比較熱情

是阿 很熱情阿 

但是他們是真心的嗎?

她媽的我看到都是外表熱情卻在背後雞掰的人阿

那還不如到亞洲去

至少他不熱情不認識你就不會雞掰你

英文算哪根蔥阿

只不過是一個比較多人用的語言

空氣好又怎樣 路上抽菸的都比開車的人多 走在這樣得道路上空氣真得很好啊幹

  

  

最近真的不怎麼順逐

一開心 心情一好 大概兩秒之後 就會發生大事然後把我打下地獄

殺人犯的心情也不過如此

只是一個有行動一個沒有嘛

已經四天沒睡好 連書都不想讀 只想讓自己腦袋放空 但是為什麼你就是不給我機會?

幹  我虛要一個心理醫生

TO Huang

old man huang, glad to e friend with you :) good luck with everything!!

ahhh...ok let's get study for nothing. 

   

sleep is important to you :P

Be proud of who you are!
 gotta wake up at 5 tmr...gnight world.




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WTF? so....

Hi!! Jusjar and SANJI <3

fucking want this Sanji P.O.P. but it's so expensive T_T and i'm broke atm...
should I get a job =_=.....but mum told me she needs a worker at her store and she'll pay me.....
earning money from your own family is just too weird = ="
so...work at mums plus getting a job? :\ work for freaking 4 months full time? O_O am I going to die? yes hahaha!!
can't ask mum or dad for it because they'll be like...wtf it's only a figure. an expensive one.
T_T must get it with my own money
 
ok i'll stop talking about crap now D:
 
ok i don't know what to talk about now D:



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Assignment fighting :D no sleep woot so high

Haha..look what Cloud and Kyon is doing on my table (WTF)

I think :D today is a good day. (ah yesterday i mean)


想到以前發生了一些事情
然後現在覺得...幸好我選擇放棄我們之間的友情 ( 哈 ?)
明明想要撇開心胸你卻說一句WTF 整個很失望耶
算了我們可能不適合當真心的朋友
現在已經不覺得怎樣 XD
抱歉阿~


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どうしたらいいのか。。。

 サンジ君いっばいわ！

昨日(and way way back)の落書きで、サンジ君やはりかわいいなｗｗｗ
far left Sanji and a lot of them......proportion failed...meh :D


+++talk shit+++
Hahaha!! So what exactly happened yesterday? Suddenly just can't stop drawing Sanji kun :P
one piece dominated  oh god XD

how good would it be if we're not restrict by all the shit and being able to chase after what we want...yet, IT IS NOT IMPOSSIBLE!!!
though it's hard but it's worth to try and achieve it :D



最進在錄自己的聲音 (報告用
才發現...e04我也太自戀了 :$



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LOVE YOU

Haven't felt this happy for ages !!!

even though I didn't hear it from your mouth, but it still makes me very happy!!
it felt so good that someone is supporting you to go for your dream...

sometimes little things can make me feel so happy :)
i like it this way
don't want to make things complicated again XD
  
 
heard this from mayday...
"不管年紀每個人都應該要有一顆赤子之心, 因為他會帶給人們追逐夢想的動力"
ah translating this into English might be a bit weird (since i suck at translating stuff) but you guys will get what I mean.
 
"live like a child at all time because in that way you will always fill with passion for your dreams"

*tear*

 

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D Brothers

想念艾斯的魯夫

















Aww don't cry

I...need to stop drawing just the head = ="
but like actual body D:




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=_=

Joe Hisaishi's Asia Tour (TW website) 

fucking want to go  = =

...how come no one wants to come to Australia?

WHY?!

I hate living in this place T_T

Tho you get more pay for jobs but there's nothing you can spend your money on?? FUCK THAT

then what's the point of getting a job? :O 

ANSWER??????

I have a fucking exam tmr...don't know if it's open book anymore? FUCK WHO EVER CHANGED THAT!!!

O_O ahhh should I go back to Taiwan this year?
everyone kept telling me to go back and saying that they're staying here next year >< but FUCKKK
I didn't get into TW tour this year and I really want to go D: and that means
=> => i'm def going back to taiwan next year!! and if I go back this year it'll just be a waste of money o_o...
this year...100 anniversary T_T........that means I'll missed it fuck........was so looking forward to it?
life sucks
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

這只是發洩文

怎麼每個人都這樣阿
全部都是我的錯好不好
你們甚麼都沒做錯
你們說的就對
很好啊
這樣活在自己的世界有甚麼不好?
    
    
最近真的有太多不爽的事情發生了
  
今天自己做了決定就是自己的
不要等之後發生甚麼事情才在那邊說 早知道就不該聽你的
事實是干我屁事
如果你認為不該浪費時間在我身上就不要這麼做阿 以後都不要在浪費阿 真的是性好只浪費了一點點時間是嗎?
如果只是玩笑就算了 反正我也沒打算讓自己為這點小事生氣
但我不是聖賢 情緒也是有極限的
不要很自私的以為你可以在我身上宣洩所有東西
還有 有些人
真的懷疑你們口中的朋友是甚麼東西
只是普通的聊天對象?
見面講話喝酒去clubbing
讓你約出來宣洩壓力用?

如果只是想把他們當成垃圾桶 但是自己不換成我的立場想的人
就不要再把我當朋友了
或是一開始就不把我當朋友?! 囧 我只能說 幹 去你的

既然你們不在乎這麼多
我幹嘛要在乎你們?
就不要在浪費時間在你們身上嘛
口口聲聲說我們是朋友但是心裡不是這樣想 你難道就不慚愧嗎?
 
anyway
就如標題說的 這只是發洩文...

決心呢

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT
omg ! it has already been two days ><"
must try to have more fun.... D: and when the hell am i going to hand in my resume? shit...
hahahahahahaha angela situ found her long lost sister :D that was so funny
ok so there's a girl who acted just like angela XP....lol cute couple?
 


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今天今天今天 又講到那件事情...
我幹麻這麼愛自掘墳墓 XD (ㄎㄅ
總之
我應該要忘記的都忘不了
算了...嗎

doujinshi fest...

T_T...there is soo much people reading/drawing doujinshi in austrlaia (i think) yet there's no one selling them...(the good one i mean) :\ is it because printing is expensive in here?....
one comic book is about what = = 20 bucks...but in asian one book is only $5 (TW) $4 (JAP) = =
and i thought they're expensive...
SIFFFFF NO OTAKU!!!
i'll die if i don't go to one piece only doujinshi fest...
anyways : \  ass first.

buy 1 get 1 free thursday

*One Piece spoiler...will not really XP*






yesterday i read the Ace episode again (one piece from 570-latest)
and it made me cry T_T
didn't cry last time when i read it...think it's because i didn't know about their past ;(
Ace...so i've decided to draw him :D



This is his butt...I'll upload the whole thing once i got everything done.



+++tagging game in chink+++
from daniel + 日出

寫20個"那個..."或"其實..."
關於自己的秘密,習慣,事情,希望...總之要與你有關的
然後tag20個人,一定要包括tag你的那個人

其實我最近超愛海賊王
或是五月天
其實海賊王裡面最喜歡香吉士可是配音還是喬巴+魯夫棒
那個...草帽海賊團都是笨蛋吧XDDDDDDDDD
其實我想要有向同樣目標前進的夥伴
其實我最近想要一個人靜一靜
其實我覺得我沒有想太多而是猜中了
其實我想變強!!然後成為海賊王(靠
其實我很清楚未來不是有努力就有夢想 (哭奔)
其實我已經對我選的路有覺悟了
其實我視力很差快瞎了
其實我想要學鋼琴
其實我也想學鼓
其實我有錢了我也不捨得花
其實我也搞不懂我目標是啥
其實我想要有個兄弟姊妹可是又不想
其實最討厭的問題就是"要吃甚麼" (媽的
其實最討厭有人一直叫我可是卻不講重點 (靠
其實香吉士是我夢想的情人type =///=
其實普通向CP最喜歡的是魯夫+娜美 O_O

不tag了 =w=
就讓我當一次正義的一方


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想要呼喚這熟悉字眼
但卻遲遲卡在喉嚨中
發不出聲音
沒有叫住你的勇氣
是永遠都不會有的回應
只能望著你的背影消失在眼前



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Me last night at 12:30 am (or today morning?)
"CRAP! I FORGOT MY IT QUIZ!!! although it's only 2%...but gahhh!!"

so i went on to blackboard and i saw this


" The date for Quiz 8 was accidentally set to turn off on Saturday night instead of Sunday night. My apologies for this. I have extended the cut off through to midnight Tuesday. " - IT BUILDING SYSTEM

:D who ever set the due date wrong! you're awesome...or am i just too lucky?
sighhh...it's only for the 2% tho XD...


你說的他到底是誰啊
這樣講讓我不知道要難過還是開心

現在才發現張芸京有出新專輯 XD 我還蠻喜歡的阿

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感動

生日快樂阿硬硬w Happy 18th Birthday :)


:O wooot presentation finished!!!and it feels like everything's finished but no = = there are still two assignments for me T_T and one of them are friggin reflections (8 weeks work because i never touch them while i was supposed to)

i want this shitty mood to go away...but everything's just so shit and i can't rid of thinking about shit things in my mind. oh, except when i'm listening to mayday...but somehow they're getting emo-er :( so there, what a shitty day again.


來玩雙語言...
又要邁入一個新的禮拜
第8週過得好漫長
或者我該說 等海賊出來的日子過得很漫長
或者我該說 痛苦的時候會讓一個人覺得時間很長很久 等這些結束 很累
我已經不知道我在幹麻了
我是為了誰在做甚麼事情?
我是為了要甚麼才做出這些事情?
為了自己? 家人? 朋友? 還是所有人?
這麼渺小 這麼脆弱 這麼容易就倒下了 我有可能嗎?...


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stop giving yourself so much pressure...

by now you should understand giving up is another form of love as well...[to yourself :( ? ]
every time you pray for return yet you never get it
then what is the point for you to hold on to this relationship?
holding onto those disappointments despairs disrespects?






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beautiful nightmare

我突然發現這背景不能讓我玩反白...


唉
我前幾天做了不知道到底算不算好夢的夢
我是非常爽啦
但是她媽的只是夢，而且非常不真實永遠都不可能再發生的事情...
夢醒後也就是被現實敲醒 我發覺真的忘不了
這種感覺越來越強烈 結果我就變得很喜歡睡覺


這只是單純的逃避現實阿!!!
到底是甚麼東西 擁有這種力量!! 囧

++國際換日線++


12:20分
我覺得DNA的溫柔真是太感動太催淚 T_T
深深touch到我阿
幹嘛這麼溫柔啦!!!
我今天看清了一些東西
一些我覺得實在不是很想面對 卻很難不面對的東西
是說有些東西在現實生活很難遇到
可以我明明就是想要創到那些東西才會選擇這個
(也太含糊!↑)
還有我這篇也用太多表情符號...
而且不會動!
會動的要怎麼輸入阿!!??



++++++++++++++++++++下面髒話注意(?!)++++++++++++++++++++

果然到交報告前一刻就是要抄抄抄抄抄抄抄

好煩
瞬間變得非常非常討厭IT討厭group work
該怎麼跟廢柴溝通?
也許你認為我是廢柴但是你他媽的更廢
你就不會想說要幫忙一下嗎??????
就不會想說我既然都做了甚麼你也做點甚麼嗎?!?!
你在指望個尛啦!!!!!!!! 凸=_=
被牆壁肏爛吧你
這是五十步笑百步?
我的blogger居然又出現髒字了

++++++++++++++++++++上面髒話注意++++++++++++++++++++


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奇怪的小孩

我最討厭小孩子了
但是也最拿小孩子沒轍...
說是討厭我卻沒有一巴掌打下去的勇氣，
只要他一裝可愛我就變成他們的奴隸(艮)...
雖然我一點也不享受啊啊啊 !!!!
還有!!
為什麼有些小孩要哭的時候都會先大笑呢!??!

所以當你以為你逗他逗到他很開心的時候其實你錯了!!
"阿哈哈哈!!－－－"　內心OS: 喔!?我成功了?
"阿哈哈哈...挖挖啊啊啊啊嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚!!!!" 幹尛... ....



How can people spent so much time just for a...30 minutes firework xD? well...obviously because it's a long firework with a jet flying through that will only happened in brisbane (i'm actually not sure if it only happens in brisbane o_O)
so i prepare myself a nice dinner and nice drink...and watch the firework myself
Qwq aww so lonely...
anyway :(
there's 2 asses due and one presentation happening next week which is really really gay...

喔
我發現我英文好爛
即興演出甚麼的都沒辦法...
禮拜五的presentation
我詞窮的時候很緊張 然後台下老師和學生的嘴臉...
怎麼說，這就是現實嘛
以後出社會一定會遇到更糟糕的聽眾
一看到整個就講不下去了阿
混帳
於是想到GC Camp的debating...
當時我也是上台後就詞窮了，
可是詞窮後台下的聽眾都認真的看著台上的人
至少有被鼓勵、感動到

反正這只是一場誰先被尊重的比賽
不是先開始的先贏
是不管時間 只要你有這份心意你就贏了 ...
ah nvm.



:)

Mad World

Mad World-Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world


歌好棒
歌聲好棒




ok this week.
Is the craziest week in my life...wait no >_<"
i should say this semester......
so busy o_o + i'm being really lazy +everything happened around me are mad
Sooo many depressing people around me and they're making me depressed
and it's really frustrating because i can't really hlp them :\
would i be able to change this situation one day?



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LOL キモイ

　
前幾天去唱歌...發現居然有這首歌可以點?!?!?!!?
太神了 所以下定決心要開始練這首
是說這個版本真的好神
兩個男人是怎麼唱出這個聲音的?
不過現場走音倒是很嚴重 :D
哈哈哈現場超盟的天啊)))
只是這樣很傷喉嚨說...XD

真假

很厲害很會看人
大錯特錯
錯到被騙走了不少東西...
算了
反正又要不回來
就算可以要我也不想要了
不知道你是怎麼想的
可是我也不會特別傷心特別難過
反正這一切跟你耗下去不會有意義
不過謝謝你讓我清醒

oh, crap

This is the devil inside me

Lol WTF


well, this is what i feel recently xP
didn't do realy well for both of my sound design and animation assignments ):
just don't want to do work...eventho it's against my dream

Oh, BTW i got someone to change my facebook password...so...see you later facebook!

I was once a fucking bastard haha...oh wait, maybe twice or more :P

if you think i'm being a bastard to you...then you must have done something for that to happened XP
so hm i thought i wasn't going to apologies for being a bastard :D
but sorry XD
and no = = i don't want to see someone being schadenfreude. WOW BIG WORD(?)
anyway o_O i'll not talk about how a bastard i was in these notes...

so yeah...i don't know if i'm doing it in a correct way this time :\
but if i could go back in time and redo what i did
i'm pretty sure i'll make things clear and will not hurt anyone.(maybe...someone will always get hurt fuck that)

ah btw, uni assignments are the pain in the ass ;(
nooo i should concerntrate!!!!! T_T back to animation now. 8:28 pm

MUSIC is LIFE!!

German dog but looking Asian :P
Hey open your eyes man!





so, i've been wagging tuesday's lec for the fourth time now :)
not that i don't like the lecture nor the lecturer...
well i just can't be bother to go XD hahaha
but the good thing is i've actually done some work today.

tadahh!! 17/30 seconds of my animation project was done!! [and it's freaken due on friday shit XD] and from using more than 5 hours i only did a 17 seconds work WTF!!
Not happy with my speed ): but it's my first time so meh...
By the way, the topic of my project was about music festival XD!!
MUSIC IS LIFE!!!!!!
can't imagine what my life would be like without music...worse than black and white i suppose XP


okay, today is a speical day because i've decided to post the notes with english since someone was complaining that they don't understand taiwanese/mandarin (somehow yahxo translate mandarin into北京話 >:( fuck you yahox)...
well, this will be the only time XD (until the next request)...so if you don't understand you should GO LEARN YOUR TAIWANESE JEEZE = =
so yeah talking about music i've thought of my babe

just think i should post his sexy naked photo shot up xP
it's for free!
so don't hesitate and scrow down! hehehe



here you go,

















Oh, baby<3
haven't touch you for such a long time ):
let me feel you one more time~
when i finish all the five asses you'll be the first thing i go to <3 wait for me~~~

吶喊

我的夢想是他媽的動畫師
我要紅到能跟五月天一起吃晚餐
然後跟他們說
謝謝你們一直陪著我！給了我很大的動力去追逐我的夢想！
　
[ 雖然不知道怎麼認識的 :$ ]

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還有
其實我執著於收到超讚的生日卡片...
是因為我認為那是我能保存一輩子的禮物
我也有很多想要交一輩子的朋友!!!
身邊的人有很多其實對我來說都像家人一樣了
是在我生命中不可缺乏的
所以
請你們也好好愛自己吧 <3

傳說中的大腸包小腸IN澳洲，喔尬的<3 好吃到我都要飛起來了www







是說最近不管功課再怎麼多還是沒心情寫阿

然後我想睡覺 之後再補 囧 晚安

當一切都很OK的時候

香吉士 D: 你好可愛啦!!!!!!!!
在網路上看到很多你...所以也想說自己試畫看看(羞)


近況:

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我最近沒有low
只有不high
然後有些東西也真的是不能講
所以請大家原諒我任性的post
只是出氣用...

※
功課報告好多... 我該努力了

※
內心戲永遠演不完，與其擔心這個不如擔心晚餐要吃甚麼好。

We LOVE Memory

裡面場地問題嗎? 人真的有點少 囧"
原來進去裡面有持學生證比較便宜(喵的)
我都不知道!!!!
為什麼大家都說memory比較好?!
只是廣告做得比較好?!
人多就是要去危險的club?! (這點不同意啦 XD)
雖然進去不到十分鐘就出來...而且還沒去看樓上長甚麼樣子說 XP
但是在門口看到了很多場架...(算是?
有個男的好像喝醉就揍了他女朋友一拳= =" 這樣不好喔 先生
別的地方則是貌似一群醉漢和一群security打架
該怎麼說...
很危險卻超有人情味
就是會有人跑過來問需不需要幫忙但是又會有人跑過來想打你
China Town怎麼這麼極端?!?!
總之 已經3:37了 XD
過了那個想睡覺的階段就睡不著了
就這樣到早上其實也可以
可是超冷的...
還是躲回被窩裡好了 :O
早安 XD?

be yourself

Alvin都是你 害我想看清楚歌詞就youtube他 :3
雖然裡面說到的事情沒有發生在我身上
卻可以用來警惕自己
根本就是友情努力冒險的相反面
XD 不行阿
我是熱血的jumpu派
我該聽的是one piece xD...

特別的朋友，不知道我在你心中是否也有一個特別的位置...

吼哩
是說...看你這樣難過我也很難過
很容易就能夠聯想到發生在自己身上的事情

想到那個對我來說很特別的人、忘也忘不掉的人...
現在甚麼也不想說
畢竟說出來也不能解決的事情說了再多也沒用
就讓他在心裡慢慢逝去
總之...說到你啦
為什麼有些人可以這麼容易就 move on?
明明暗示著自己也會受傷卻能裝做沒事然後重新尋找對象
這麼做只會讓喜歡你的人更傷心好不好...
自私自利完完全全為了把自己從痛苦裡面拉出來而利用別人的心
怎麼可以這樣
如果可以好想狠狠的打你一頓揍你一頓媽的
因為就算打得在用力　外表傷得在深　傷口還是會復原...
外表的傷遲早會好，那心裡的呢？

也許我不能一直怪你
我看到的是這樣
你感覺到的也許又不一樣





有點哀傷的一篇，雖然說過這裡只放快樂的東西...
但是我真正想要的是 希望你能夠恢復起來，恢復起來結果就會變好的對吧？
所以互相加油 :)

一個人的父親節

邂逅睽違已久的拉魯魯ˇ
想媽咪嗎? (奔)
明明就是父親節阿...
所以應該要放卡挖苦的(因為他就像父親一樣照顧那兩個小孩和布丁媽媽 <3

是說我功課不寫在這幹嘛...




剛剛忽然覺得自己好像變態因為一句 → "幹嘛一直去翻人家照片"
沒原因，好好看就一直看下去了喔耶ˇˇˇ
誰叫我是喜歡小妹妹的怪叔叔
<●> w <●> ㄎㄎㄎㄎㄎㄎㄎㄎㄎ

淫亂趴

耳朵流血了 囧
是因為太久沒戴耳環？還是剛剛被我亂戳戳出另一個洞？

anyways...
其實今天是A小妹妹的18歲生日 :D 歡迎來到大人的世界! 雖然寫這裡你也看不到 哈哈!
所以，為了你我翹了半截課到River Side某家餐廳吃晚餐
↑ 然後點了14塊的雞尾酒 (調酒好酷...裡面大概兩個shots)
和reb一起點了一個披薩 超薄!!!沒有飽足感 雖然也不會餓啦
剛剛說到翹了半截課,
其實禮拜五的課大可不必去= =" 都是聽故事聽故事聽故事 還是無聊的故事 D:
不過既然跟金高木說好翹課就罰錢 XP 而且翹課感覺也蠻浪費錢...學費很貴的...就...還是不要這麼做好了 XP

扯遠了 XD,
拍照拆禮物吃蛋糕之後
來到了重點→也就是after party!! 不知道為什麼我覺得坐在旁邊看人家喝醉真的是太好玩了!!!(糟糕人)
所以人生其實充滿爆點 只是參不參加趴踢的問題 (羞
我覺得今天發現太多事情太多八卦
而且在此鄭重建議大家 千萬不要喝醉
如果你不想要被當成八卦話題啦 XP
靠!! 喝醉了的人真的可以無憂慮的講出心事...囧 請務必帶上你信任的人照顧你......
而且會hook up (羞) 我就不講是誰啦 XD
認識了某些人的另一面 (哈哈?
阿、還有外國人就是不一樣 好開放(?) ← 我不知道要放開放還是隨便還是借酒裝瘋...畢竟我去過的趴踢沒那麼瘋過 哈哈哈 可是大開眼界啦

今天看了這麼多 我稍微在這裡講解喝醉會經過的程序...
首先就是 1. 嗨!! 嗨爆了 然後不管人家講甚麼你都會大笑
2. 走路開始不穩 可是還有意識，有時候會想睡覺
3. 因為你還有意識，加上別人會一直跟你說你醉了，所以大部分的人的反應就是繼續喝... (各位如果認為你今天要照顧的人是你的好朋友請千千萬萬在這裡就要阻止他 然後叫他去睡覺...不要再讓他碰酒 XD)
4. 狂灌之後基本上有5~10分鐘你還會有意識，10分鐘後你就會開始放開你的牽掛對索有人講你的心事/ 或者 比較positive的人會get high 然後更high更high超high 就脫了然後hook up... :O
5. 這時候你是很容易醉的人...可能還會有一點點意識. 不管有沒有意識，有些人就會開始吐 XD...狂吐 吐到爆炸!!!! 然後重覆第4點 直到你倒下為止 XDD

之後發生甚麼事情你都記不起來啦~
而且心事很容易被問出來= =+

結論就是...要喝醉真很需要一個你信任的朋友 XP...可是記得不要同時喝醉喔
或者是不要喝醉 O_o" 喝醉酒又會吐又會哭又會宿醉 到底有甚麼好的?
如果是想要糜爛然後忘掉傷心痛苦感覺的人 千萬不要喝醉
你隔天醒來聽到別人講你掀內衣或是不小心怎樣的...大概會想不開 XP (?
所以喝醉要三思喔 :D
drink save is important.

只有開心的東西才會到這裡來 :D

其實已經開了好多網誌...
無名天空FC2痞客...等
是說...看到金高木在用想說我也到這裡玩玩(挖鼻
所以這邊就讓她開心起來吧啊
:D