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生日快樂阿硬硬w Happy 18th Birthday :)


:O wooot presentation finished!!!and it feels like everything's finished but no = = there are still two assignments for me T_T and one of them are friggin reflections (8 weeks work because i never touch them while i was supposed to)

i want this shitty mood to go away...but everything's just so shit and i can't rid of thinking about shit things in my mind. oh, except when i'm listening to mayday...but somehow they're getting emo-er :( so there, what a shitty day again.


來玩雙語言...
又要邁入一個新的禮拜
第8週過得好漫長
或者我該說 等海賊出來的日子過得很漫長
或者我該說 痛苦的時候會讓一個人覺得時間很長很久 等這些結束 很累
我已經不知道我在幹麻了
我是為了誰在做甚麼事情?
我是為了要甚麼才做出這些事情?
為了自己? 家人? 朋友? 還是所有人?
這麼渺小 這麼脆弱 這麼容易就倒下了 我有可能嗎?...


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stop giving yourself so much pressure...

by now you should understand giving up is another form of love as well...[to yourself :( ? ]
every time you pray for return yet you never get it
then what is the point for you to hold on to this relationship?
holding onto those disappointments despairs disrespects?






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