這只是發洩文

怎麼每個人都這樣阿
全部都是我的錯好不好
你們甚麼都沒做錯
你們說的就對
很好啊
這樣活在自己的世界有甚麼不好?
    
    
最近真的有太多不爽的事情發生了
  
今天自己做了決定就是自己的
不要等之後發生甚麼事情才在那邊說 早知道就不該聽你的
事實是干我屁事
如果你認為不該浪費時間在我身上就不要這麼做阿 以後都不要在浪費阿 真的是性好只浪費了一點點時間是嗎?
如果只是玩笑就算了 反正我也沒打算讓自己為這點小事生氣
但我不是聖賢 情緒也是有極限的
不要很自私的以為你可以在我身上宣洩所有東西
還有 有些人
真的懷疑你們口中的朋友是甚麼東西
只是普通的聊天對象?
見面講話喝酒去clubbing
讓你約出來宣洩壓力用?

如果只是想把他們當成垃圾桶 但是自己不換成我的立場想的人
就不要再把我當朋友了
或是一開始就不把我當朋友?! 囧 我只能說 幹 去你的

既然你們不在乎這麼多
我幹嘛要在乎你們?
就不要在浪費時間在你們身上嘛
口口聲聲說我們是朋友但是心裡不是這樣想 你難道就不慚愧嗎?
 
anyway
就如標題說的 這只是發洩文...

決心呢

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT
omg ! it has already been two days ><"
must try to have more fun.... D: and when the hell am i going to hand in my resume? shit...
hahahahahahaha angela situ found her long lost sister :D that was so funny
ok so there's a girl who acted just like angela XP....lol cute couple?
 


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今天今天今天 又講到那件事情...
我幹麻這麼愛自掘墳墓 XD (ㄎㄅ
總之
我應該要忘記的都忘不了
算了...嗎

doujinshi fest...

T_T...there is soo much people reading/drawing doujinshi in austrlaia (i think) yet there's no one selling them...(the good one i mean) :\ is it because printing is expensive in here?....
one comic book is about what = = 20 bucks...but in asian one book is only $5 (TW) $4 (JAP) = =
and i thought they're expensive...
SIFFFFF NO OTAKU!!!
i'll die if i don't go to one piece only doujinshi fest...
anyways : \  ass first.

buy 1 get 1 free thursday

*One Piece spoiler...will not really XP*






yesterday i read the Ace episode again (one piece from 570-latest)
and it made me cry T_T
didn't cry last time when i read it...think it's because i didn't know about their past ;(
Ace...so i've decided to draw him :D



This is his butt...I'll upload the whole thing once i got everything done.



+++tagging game in chink+++
from daniel + 日出

寫20個"那個..."或"其實..."
關於自己的秘密,習慣,事情,希望...總之要與你有關的
然後tag20個人,一定要包括tag你的那個人

其實我最近超愛海賊王
或是五月天
其實海賊王裡面最喜歡香吉士可是配音還是喬巴+魯夫棒
那個...草帽海賊團都是笨蛋吧XDDDDDDDDD
其實我想要有向同樣目標前進的夥伴
其實我最近想要一個人靜一靜
其實我覺得我沒有想太多而是猜中了
其實我想變強!!然後成為海賊王(靠
其實我很清楚未來不是有努力就有夢想 (哭奔)
其實我已經對我選的路有覺悟了
其實我視力很差快瞎了
其實我想要學鋼琴
其實我也想學鼓
其實我有錢了我也不捨得花
其實我也搞不懂我目標是啥
其實我想要有個兄弟姊妹可是又不想
其實最討厭的問題就是"要吃甚麼" (媽的
其實最討厭有人一直叫我可是卻不講重點 (靠
其實香吉士是我夢想的情人type =///=
其實普通向CP最喜歡的是魯夫+娜美 O_O

不tag了 =w=
就讓我當一次正義的一方


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想要呼喚這熟悉字眼
但卻遲遲卡在喉嚨中
發不出聲音
沒有叫住你的勇氣
是永遠都不會有的回應
只能望著你的背影消失在眼前



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Me last night at 12:30 am (or today morning?)
"CRAP! I FORGOT MY IT QUIZ!!! although it's only 2%...but gahhh!!"

so i went on to blackboard and i saw this


" The date for Quiz 8 was accidentally set to turn off on Saturday night instead of Sunday night. My apologies for this. I have extended the cut off through to midnight Tuesday. " - IT BUILDING SYSTEM

:D who ever set the due date wrong! you're awesome...or am i just too lucky?
sighhh...it's only for the 2% tho XD...


你說的他到底是誰啊
這樣講讓我不知道要難過還是開心

現在才發現張芸京有出新專輯 XD 我還蠻喜歡的阿

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感動

生日快樂阿硬硬w Happy 18th Birthday :)


:O wooot presentation finished!!!and it feels like everything's finished but no = = there are still two assignments for me T_T and one of them are friggin reflections (8 weeks work because i never touch them while i was supposed to)

i want this shitty mood to go away...but everything's just so shit and i can't rid of thinking about shit things in my mind. oh, except when i'm listening to mayday...but somehow they're getting emo-er :( so there, what a shitty day again.


來玩雙語言...
又要邁入一個新的禮拜
第8週過得好漫長
或者我該說 等海賊出來的日子過得很漫長
或者我該說 痛苦的時候會讓一個人覺得時間很長很久 等這些結束 很累
我已經不知道我在幹麻了
我是為了誰在做甚麼事情?
我是為了要甚麼才做出這些事情?
為了自己? 家人? 朋友? 還是所有人?
這麼渺小 這麼脆弱 這麼容易就倒下了 我有可能嗎?...


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stop giving yourself so much pressure...

by now you should understand giving up is another form of love as well...[to yourself :( ? ]
every time you pray for return yet you never get it
then what is the point for you to hold on to this relationship?
holding onto those disappointments despairs disrespects?






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beautiful nightmare

我突然發現這背景不能讓我玩反白...


唉
我前幾天做了不知道到底算不算好夢的夢
我是非常爽啦
但是她媽的只是夢，而且非常不真實永遠都不可能再發生的事情...
夢醒後也就是被現實敲醒 我發覺真的忘不了
這種感覺越來越強烈 結果我就變得很喜歡睡覺


這只是單純的逃避現實阿!!!
到底是甚麼東西 擁有這種力量!! 囧

++國際換日線++


12:20分
我覺得DNA的溫柔真是太感動太催淚 T_T
深深touch到我阿
幹嘛這麼溫柔啦!!!
我今天看清了一些東西
一些我覺得實在不是很想面對 卻很難不面對的東西
是說有些東西在現實生活很難遇到
可以我明明就是想要創到那些東西才會選擇這個
(也太含糊!↑)
還有我這篇也用太多表情符號...
而且不會動!
會動的要怎麼輸入阿!!??



++++++++++++++++++++下面髒話注意(?!)++++++++++++++++++++

果然到交報告前一刻就是要抄抄抄抄抄抄抄

好煩
瞬間變得非常非常討厭IT討厭group work
該怎麼跟廢柴溝通?
也許你認為我是廢柴但是你他媽的更廢
你就不會想說要幫忙一下嗎??????
就不會想說我既然都做了甚麼你也做點甚麼嗎?!?!
你在指望個尛啦!!!!!!!! 凸=_=
被牆壁肏爛吧你
這是五十步笑百步?
我的blogger居然又出現髒字了

++++++++++++++++++++上面髒話注意++++++++++++++++++++


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奇怪的小孩

我最討厭小孩子了
但是也最拿小孩子沒轍...
說是討厭我卻沒有一巴掌打下去的勇氣，
只要他一裝可愛我就變成他們的奴隸(艮)...
雖然我一點也不享受啊啊啊 !!!!
還有!!
為什麼有些小孩要哭的時候都會先大笑呢!??!

所以當你以為你逗他逗到他很開心的時候其實你錯了!!
"阿哈哈哈!!－－－"　內心OS: 喔!?我成功了?
"阿哈哈哈...挖挖啊啊啊啊嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚嗚!!!!" 幹尛... ....



How can people spent so much time just for a...30 minutes firework xD? well...obviously because it's a long firework with a jet flying through that will only happened in brisbane (i'm actually not sure if it only happens in brisbane o_O)
so i prepare myself a nice dinner and nice drink...and watch the firework myself
Qwq aww so lonely...
anyway :(
there's 2 asses due and one presentation happening next week which is really really gay...

喔
我發現我英文好爛
即興演出甚麼的都沒辦法...
禮拜五的presentation
我詞窮的時候很緊張 然後台下老師和學生的嘴臉...
怎麼說，這就是現實嘛
以後出社會一定會遇到更糟糕的聽眾
一看到整個就講不下去了阿
混帳
於是想到GC Camp的debating...
當時我也是上台後就詞窮了，
可是詞窮後台下的聽眾都認真的看著台上的人
至少有被鼓勵、感動到

反正這只是一場誰先被尊重的比賽
不是先開始的先贏
是不管時間 只要你有這份心意你就贏了 ...
ah nvm.



:)

Mad World

Mad World-Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world


歌好棒
歌聲好棒




ok this week.
Is the craziest week in my life...wait no >_<"
i should say this semester......
so busy o_o + i'm being really lazy +everything happened around me are mad
Sooo many depressing people around me and they're making me depressed
and it's really frustrating because i can't really hlp them :\
would i be able to change this situation one day?



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